a happy time

Lately, I have honestly felt as happy as I have ever been. I feel such a deep gratitude for all that I have. We are in such a perfect phase of life and I know life has its high's and low's and I just want to write this down so that I can cherish and remember the good times whenever it gets rough again. Tyce and Jacey have seriously been a pure delight lately. Jacey doesnt wear diapers anymore which is such a beautiful thing. They both can get there shoes on and walk out and get in the car. I dont have to have a diaper bag or load my purse with stuff before I leave the house bc they dont need anything. I love that it is not a big deal to leave them with someone. They just play so they are not hard and I really don't worry when we leave them with people. They walk right in and play and they are happy to see me when I get back. They have been getting along so well. They play together and they have not been causing me hardly any trouble lately and I have been reveling in this bliss. Usually when Rustin comes home from work, I am a bear because its just a long day of craziness and frustration but lately I feel just as pleasant in the evening as I am in the morning because the kids have been so great. They are so funny and I love being with them and playing with them. I could just eat them up, they have been so cute and say the funniest things. They tell me they love me all the time. I seriously love my kids. I feel so deeply grateful. Jacey told me she couldnt eat her beans at dinner because they were sleeping. Tyce said he loves me out of the whole earth. We played baseball in the house today and it was very funny. I would pitch, Tyce would hit the ball and Jacey would run and get it for us. It worked great. We had family home evening and concluded with ice cream. I love listening to their little prayers before they go to bed. They are such good kids and I feel so privileged to have them.